♥Highschool History♥

It's the 4th of July

I remember when I was a child
I never knew what was so important about that day
Cuz anytime it was mentioned it was just called the fourth of July

Where I've from we actually call it Independence Day
So when I never actually heard people saying that I was very confused

It was only in my High school History class
I learned what that day meant to Americans
And
That's when I actually started hearing it was Independence Day
Still rarely heard it
But it's more obvious now

In any event
Happy Independence Day Americans

I don't even know if I'll be seeing fireworks today
Last year I was able to
And it was nice

Last year was a lot of things ...

Anyway
I'm trying to work on my strength and flexibility this year
I wanna see how far I can go
Pretty excited actually

but we'll see what happens

I'm hoping to these attempts will be fruitful.
:)

But it's about time I take my leave.
Gonna get lit with the gang...

Haha I have work tomorrow ....
Wish me luck

iFly♥

.{CrookedWings}.

♥fun.♥

But I still wake up 

[...] 

... I'm still not sure what I stand for ...

What do I stand for?

Most nights I don't know

~  Some Nights fun.

iFly♥

.{CrookedWings}.

♥Mental Stabilizer♥

So it completely slipped my mind to say it yesterday
But !!
I've hit 200 posts!!

I can't believe I didn't notice!

It's incredible.

When I get to 500 I'll do a big celebration but
For this one
200 is a milestone but 100 was stonier than 200
and 500 is like halfway to 1000

So yes
It's a pretty good feeling

:)

I think I'll just type all what I need to say now

But I don't even know what that is


Uhh congrats to me for making it to 200 posts
after 7 years of having this blog
She really means a lot to me

Been with me through thick and thin
Ups and downs

T'was a good mental stabilizer.
Writing for me in general does that

There's a peacefulness in it which I love
No judgments


I love this blog
My humble beginnings

The best part is
This blog will probably live on till the end of time

As long as google keeps blogger
I'd cry if all my beautiful memory filled posts went away
...
How would I be able to return
and feel the emotions I had when I reread posts like

Heavy Burns

&

One Day 

And reminisce on certain events or points in my life from posts like

8 Days before now 

&

You-es Ovay

I'm just grateful that I was able to create this blog as a small outlet
To share my thoughts with no one in particular
It's like this place is a snapshot of my thoughts.
It kinda shows how I've changed and how I've stayed the same
 -sentiments-

I just want to say that anytime I felt meh
This place would always be a mental eutopia
-sentiments-

Okay I done
And now
A word from Jimothy

Jim: Why Jimothy tho ????

Ah yes Jim... back at it again with the white vans

Jim: You bring me here just to do things like this

James please...

 

I'd have done this regardless

Needless to say 

I'm glad you're not butt hurt about me not posting for a year again 

Jim: Well it's no longer scary in--

OHKay

That's my cue 

Sayonara! 

(I hope I spelled that right)

Jim: -eye roll-

:3 

And as always 

iFly♥

.{CrookedWings}.

♥Bucket of Fotos♥

So I've decided to go to school again today...
because not having to worry about dying in my apartment is the best feeling

-smile-
I'm not at school yet
I'm just talking aloud
but I need to get out of this apartment
cuz
It's -insert words-

Also I cannot read long papers in my room because

1: It's too hot so I have to have my windows open
2: Because my windows are open and noise pollution exists
3: Also that's where my bed is

Simple Math:
Me+ read = Tired
Tired+Me +Bed  = 5hr Nap

And sooo
Things

But today is friday Guys
Or as snapchat says :Friyay!
It kinda lame imo
but y'know
That's how the crumbles cook

I'm lowkey cold in this library
But good news
 I did like a good bit of work today in terms of understanding
When I get home I'm gonna try to do more work
But we'll see
I'd say I had a good burst of energy going

I don't really have much to say in this post

OH!
But yesterday
I wanted to share a few of my old photobucket photos that I had

I must say I was a really good anime photo editor

One of my faves

So simple yet so cute

This was a another one I really loved 

It's clear I was emo after this pic I know

LMAO XD

This one is more on the cute side 

Still lowkey emo tho 

For good measure I'll post another Nialy photo 

There weren't many of her cuz she was new 

I liked editing Nialy since her hair was black y'see

all I had to do was deal with the eyes most of the time 

Black haired anime girls were easy to find 

It was a lot more challenging to edit Lainy's character 

cuz white hair isn't always easy to find

Most times I'd just find blondes

Or any character with light hair

but I always felt a sense of accomplishment when I edited a dark hair'd character to white

e.g. 

These two actually had opposing hair colours

The photo I'm most proud of is a bit too much 

-eye emoji- 

Maybe I'll post it one day

In other news
I want some fries
like this isn't even funny
I'm legitimately considering buying a bad a potatoes to make some fries

I think I will
I will

I also want to take a nap
:/

What has this world come to
Anyway

Lol there are so many I's starting the last string of sentences
XDDD
It's amazing

But yes
I was saying
that it's time for me to take my leave.
I wonder if I can make it to the Walmart on campus for a quick snack

No it's too risky
I'll just have to wait
Sigh
Oh well


Fare The Well friends
-Safia Nygaard voice-
Some of you probably have no idea who she is soo
Her name is a link.

-salutes-

iFly♥

.{CrookedWings}.

♥WalBook♥

"[Please] 

Allow me to worry because I know,

Not because I don't know" 

What I love about this blog is that 

No one really knows about it until I mention it to them 

i.e If you don't know me 

then you don't see this 

I'm wondering how long that will last... 

-----

Hi guys 

It has literally been over a year since I've made a post 

I actually came back here because I was speaking with Laina and she asked me what this meant 

®

I thought it was "All Rights Reserved" 

Idk why but it just seemed that way 

Turns out it means registered 

And then we were talking about registering words 

and THENNN

She was all "I wonder how easy it is to submit a word to the dictionary"

Long story short 

(tbh there's not really that more to add the the story but I lazy (Also I've been trying to type this for 2 hrs (been distracted))) <-- (nested for loop bracket words)

I added Trepihan to the Merriam-Webster online dictionary

And to do that I came here for the definition I used

So yes 

That's why I'm here 

Sigh -spongebob meme leaning on wall breathing out-

(or I could just use Mr Onion)

For you readers this will be a 30 - 60 second read 

but for me the blogger 

This took like 2 hrs to write lmao 

That's what I get for being distracted 

and rekindling old fires -eye emoji-

In other news

I miss Mr Onion man 

I need to get these gifs from Samuel onto Hailey.

Speaking of Hailey 

I don't remember mentioning that the name of my new laptop is Hailey

:)

So I did 

Like in May 2017 

So yea. there's that 

Uhh 

What's new with me ?

A lot 

I am a lot less sad than I used to be 

Like fr fr

I read the post ... 

May 23.

and that was hella depressing 

I think it was May 23 anyway -checks- 

it's funny cuz literally right after I typed the above first May 23 

In my head I was like "I think it was May 23 -goes to check; gets distracted; return... types what I just did-" 

Smh I'm the worst 

(Was going to type " :roll " cuz I thought this was whatsapp web) 

Okay it was May 23

Recently (like literally today) a friend of mine told me that she read most of my blog even before we were friends 

and I was like 

OMGGG 

That's insane -tears-

I didn't actually cry but it'd have been funny if I did eh ? lol

I need to go to Walmart cuz eggs are essential

Well not really 

I've not eaten eggs much these days

But what's funny is 

I came from my apt to school so that I could work on reading a paper that I gotta read for my intership

(yes I have an internship; it's one of the new things in my life that I didn't really mention )

I'm glad I can add Mr Onion gifs that I've already used on this blog 

It's amazing 

I also think that all the ones I used so far are pretty common for me 

To use anyway 

I should go check to see if this Walmart has what I want before deciding if I wanna go to the big one 

Orrrr

I could just get the stuff from the convenience store 

I wonder if there was a pondering Onion

I don't recall

And even if I did I'd not be able to access him right now

Well I mean I could get him from the internet but 

I'd run the risk of one day it going missing 

cuz that website I got it from was deleted

OR WORSE...

Idk what's worse actually 

Copyright infringement? 

Hmm hmm hmm 

I can still find the answer to my question 

-research-

GUYS!! 

PHOTOBUCKET IS STILL ALIVE! 

-checks out my account-

OMGGGG

SO MANY NOSTALGIC PHOTOS

Ah I was so emo

And so artistic

It was great

I'm still artistic but I don't do it as often

I wish I was less depressing tho 

but that comes with the life I guess

I should really go check to see if this Walmart got these eggs before it's too late

Aaaand(!) 

After about .... three hours 

I'm back 

I had to go to the big Walmart for the eggs cuz not only did tiny Walmart have only 12 

They were too much 

-eye roll-

Anyway 

It is what it is 

I feel like I was doing something before this but I don't wanna scroll up 

Lolol

This is why people suffer when they come here 

OHHH

I remember 

Ahahhahaha 

I was looking to see if Mr Onion had a pondering gif

Anyway 

It's whatever cuz I didn't find it 

I'll be back tomorrow 

(hopefully) 

But I am home!! 

So I can get Sammy and see what I get Onion-wise

(I may be slightly obsessed with Mr Onion not gonna lie here) 

This reminds me ... 

Of this dumb guy I was talking to 

And he said "not gonna lie" and proceeded to add something completely unrelated to that transition

And I was like ...why would you even lie about that 

And he was all "what you mean"

And we went on but it was know use cuz he was a damnass 

^--- So many "Ands"

Lol I said I was going 

yet I snuck a whole other story in there

What can I sayyyy Except 

Your'e Welcome 

-starts to jam in Maui-

Thas a good movie tho 

Ok ok I going 

I have shit to do 

I literally been blogging for 7 hrs 

Okay BAiiiiiii

iFly♥

.{CrookedWings}.

Omg!! 

I GOT KICKED OUT OF FAcEBook....

So now I don't use it At all 

I reinstated (I say reinstated but it was never out of commission) my old Facebook 

But I literally turned off my notifications so I don't even know what's going on 

Sigh my old facebook was so lit tho 

Like 7 years of building up down the drain 

7 years of hiding 

One day facebook was like 

"tHis iS nOT yoUR rEAl nAMe... please give iDenTIFicAtIonZZZ thAtItEzZ"

How tf did you even know that????????????

Who TF reported me in their.... :) (Dominican swear)

I wasn't about it cuz they literally wanted a picture ID

I was insulted 

So mark zuck  (disrespects him with no caps for his name 

can s--- :) (for context it rhymes with Zuck)

Good Bye

♥15Mins♥

What up peeps

It's been a few days

Not much was going on with me honestly
I just
Idk

didn't need to blog
And even then
I basically found another way to deal with the real deep problems
cuz I can't always blog

Also when I'm going through the struggles of life
the posts tend to be
sad
XD

So I don't want that

Anyway
Idk what's going on right now

I'm actually thinking of a short story
but idk how I want it to be yet

I'm trying to wonder if I should start with the prompt or not
But then the transition would continue into dialogue

But then what?

-pondering emoji-

We'll see what happens


Work ends in 15 mins

iFly♥

.{CrookedWings}.

♥Manhwa♥

Soo
I've decided to get back into drawing

Idk how much that'll accomplish but we'll see eh


Annnnd
As usual
I've not posted on my birthday

This is an interesting feat but
Who really pays attention to that?
(Besides me)

I got this drawing app on my phone...
Laptop
It seems cool
I wonder if a ... stylus....
Would work on a laptop?

-googles to see-

On the bright side
I don't have work tomorrow
(Yaay)

So I can stay up late and nap at 7 to wake up for 11PM
and then go back to sleep at 5AM

It sounds like a great life honestly

In other news
The interwebs say that I can use a stylus on my laptop

:D

Sounds plausible
We wanted to go to bible study today I just remembered ...

soo no nap at 7
I hope I don't fall asleep tho sigh
I am currently working out
And
after my work out I tend to get sleepy and tired
I hope this doesn't happen for real today sigh =\

"For real" doesn't go here
Anyway

I'm currently reading this manhwa
And this fat guy wakes up as a hot guy and basically has two bodies
and when one falls asleep he wakes up as the other
and it's like
ugh
 He complains about being fat and stuff
and how being slim and fit is better
but I swear
He should just work out in his fat body
and so he doesn't have to worry about being bullied
cuz he can do something about it ...

It's the most logical thing to do
And
He's a guy so losing weight shouldn't be an issue
Especially since he's a teenager
He has his whole life ahead of him
Also he should use the money he makes from his job to idk invest in a gym membership
Or a fighting place thingy
And learn to fight

And his "hot" self should learn to fight too
Both of them should do it
What's the point in moping around
Ugh so sickening
both of them
 =\

And the people in that word so damn shallow
I think that's what's the most sickening

Okay...
My rant is over
I think I'm good

I'M also readin this other comic..
I don't think it's a manhwa but anyway
It's called "Assassin Roommate"
And at first I was like NOOOO
But then I was like
OMG O===
And I just think it's great

I'm gonna find a picture to draw in 30 mins ~

Till next time ♥

iFly♥

.{CrookedWings}.

♥PSA♥

Okay blogger,

Idk what's wrong with your system
but you need to get that checked out fr fr

Initially I thought it was Hailey that couldn't handle the truth
but I see now that it is your system that's flawed

I am very sad about this D:
Very disappointed

In other news
Last night I slept with my hand in a bag of ice and napkins

It was...
an experience

Helped a lot with my burn :3

Anyway This is not about me !!
This was a PSA }:<<


Good bye

iFly♥

.{CrookedWings}.

♥HeavyBurns♥

I can feel the sadness weighing on my eyes... 

Hey guys
What's good?

So there I am checking my post for errors and stuff
When a wild page view appears

Why?
Cuz the "don't count your browser as a page view " thing
Doesn't work

Idk ugh
It feels like I shouldn't care too much about it
But
I do

Sigh I miss my wife ~

Where is she you ask?
Busy with life
while I have to wait for work to begin

Soo
Memorial Day

I asked on Facebook today
"What are we remembering ?"

Cuz I honestly didn't know
Turns out it's Dead soldiers who fought for America or something
-looks it up cuz the above information is from a video-


Ok so it was right
Well
The video was right
(Not everything on the internet is true)
'

So I got burnt today
Because I was a fool

And I say it was all good times
goood times...

Jim: ....how?
How?
Jim: How?

well
There were fries and hot oil involved
And splashing
Jim: Waow sounds like an intense situation

Yea....
Story of my life (soml)

It just hurts every now and then to remind me of how foolish I was

Jim: Woah.. double meaning

lol shut up Jim

Jim: ;x

If I keep wet napkins on it I don't feel the pain

Anyway guys
pray for me
Wish me all the best
I'll heal ...
eventually

HappyMemorialDay

And remember
You can't stay friends with people you like a lot
)it's impossible(
:3♥

#SafeguardyourHeart 

iFly♥

.{CrookedWings}.

♥Power House♥

Can you stand the rain...? 

Yes yes
I was absent for a couple days
buuuuut
(what you're about to read not an excuse)
I was building up my collection of tumblr photos

And
I have not accomplished that
But
I have started the build up
And
It is marvelous ..
 As you can see
by the picture
(That I probably put after I wrote this )
It is not a lie :D

Idk what else to say nuh ... hmmm
But
I do know this

The Mitochondria is the power house of the cell
And sooo
The title of the post is born


MEMORIAL DAY TOmorrow ...
What are we going to do ?
I don't remember ever having to stay home from school for this....
But anyway

Seems like the squad +1 wants to go to the pool
But
Idk
I'm tired of pool water smh

Anyway
Lol
I've been typing this post for years smh...

But I think it's time I end this

I was assisting my love with something important
Soo
It couldn't be helped

I had to post this prematurely so that I could ensure it was posted on the day I wanted it to be
But anyway
I think I should take my exit

It's now ...
or never

Lol I'm stalling
But anyway
Bai my loves ♥

(chooses a picture)

iFly♥

.{CrookedWings}.