♥Silent Shoulders♥ (The.Reason.I.Blog)

I was actually thinking...

If.. since I can't go on the pc weekly, I mean daily to blog,

then maybe I should go on it weekly :}

It'd be easier --ish |:  maybe... 

I could probly even use my sister's laptop everyday 

That seems so much simpler...

My readers (even though I have none outside of my knowledge 3/4) would be soo pleased, assuming that they check it everyday now and then (which I doubt).  

I was just thinking (cuz it just crossed my mind) that id I have no readers and as they say  "It sounds like you're talking to yourself." (quote from JSB aka Grapes <<'), then why should I bother? 

But then I contradicted myself and said to myself that this is what helps to calm my nerves: the nerves that I keep, well (not "nerves" but more like: ) "emotions" that I keep inside (buried deep) form getting out (escaping) at the wrong times =D 

Cuz some people rely on my happiness ^^

and it's so much easier than answering stupid questions ("How are you?" and "Are you ok?")

the worst part is, sometimes when you answer, they don't even care... so you have to lie cuz you just want them to leave you alone.

"Sometimes the people who want to help only make it worse" solemnly stated by EJ.  And I believe that that's so true that it ain't funny /=  Some people should just  stop "helping". It'd make life easier...

I mean I know you want to show that you care but... please... sometimes all we need is a shoulder and maybe... if we want to talk to that shoulder, we will.    The shoulders must learn that they must speak when spoken to..

lol 

I just had to 

add something weird to the picture

But y'all understand.

Be a Silent Shoulder ♥

iFly♥

.{Crooked Wings}.