♥H-A-O♥

Question of the day:
What is "H-A-O" ?

Well It's something I made up not to long ago

It's a shortened form of the word

"Hilarious"

How you ask?

Well

I was bored one time (like I stated previously kinda)

And I realized that hilarious has nine letters

And as you may know 9 can be divided equally by three

To give you..

Well ..

3

Hil

Ari

Ous

Don't see it yet?

I'll explain further

Each of those separations start with a letter

(If that wasn't obvious)

And those letter are 

H-A-O

So I was like

"Interesting discovery Crooked.. Very interesting indeed"

And that's where HAO came about

Haha..

Pretty smart don't you think?

(No mean to sound conceited Cuz I'm not) 

Oh I wrote a poem last night

It makes no sense so don't laugh 

(well I wouldn't know if you did anyway)

It's also really long

And there's not title so the one I give is right on the spot 

Muted Emotions

Looking around... with hope

Hope to find a friendly face

But

Alas

Her hopes

Her dreams

Got crushed

Smashed

Even smeared across the ground

By lies

Lies of "Don't worry I'll be here"s

And of "I won't ever hurt you"s

But

The biggest lie

The one that hurt most

"I love you"

Does she even know what it means?

Those three words?

Those three

Simply stupid

Words...

She didn't like them

In fact

She detested them

No one around her even knows

How deep the meaning is

Yet

It is used...

So free lance

Like saying

"Hello"

"Hi"

or "Hey"

An everyday phrase

To those fools

Heh...

Fools

No

Wait a minute...

"The only fool"

She would think

"Is myself"

That is what they all see her as

It's what they take her for

They see right through her

They walk all over her

She's the invisible mat

No one cares about her feelings

"What? No she doesn't mind"

They say

"She'll do it"

She's used to being used

"Oh crap I didn't do..."

"Psh just ask 'what's her face' 

She always has hers"

She

Won't

Mind...

She's too nice to say anything bad

We can do what we wish to her

She'll take it....

...

And the bastards

All they do

Is grin

Laugh like monkeys

...

She laughs too

Or so they think

She's really crying

Screaming inside

But her fake smiles

She's had on for years

Is plastered

Permanently 

Onto her face

So..

All the crying and screaming

Is mistaken 

Mistaken for laughter

Tears dear not form

For if they do

They may never

EVER

Run dry

"HOLD THEM BACK"

she tells herself

And although the migraines come rolling in

Daily

She'd prefer physical pain

To block out

To BLACK out

Some of the emotional pains she feels

Just some...

Ok I fell asleep after that line

Horrible right? :)

Psh whatever

Then my mom came in

And was like 

"Hmm this one is a sleep writer"

Or something along those lines

And I was like 

WTF O.O!! (in my head!)

And I closed the book and went back to sleep

I said it was long..

If you don't make it to where I'm writing now then..

sorry <<

It was actually supposed to be a story

Then I couldn't stop writing

So

That's why it's so long

And it's kinda hard to come up with a title

For something that has so many..

words?

Topics?

Idk

Eh..

Whatever

Well I'm home alone with my brother

fun ._.

Real fun

Oh I discovered another anime

It's funny

Wait

I shouldn't do this to you all

Tell you I discovered something

That I ain't gonna tell about

So mean I am

I shall stop myself form this ness..

At once

I'm in a 

Silent mood

It's cuz of this song

It's like

Relaxing

Makes me wanna sleep

Haha

It'd go great when reading my poem

Speaking of my poem

If I'd put it a font bigger

This post would probably look/be longer that it already is

|:

That'd be wondrous

Or should I say "H-A-O"

Haha

Funny ._.

So yea

I has me a lota typin :)

To

do

I meant

Anyway

I'ma stop now

not in the mood to continue..

so

Yea

Bye :)

♥ OliveJuice ♥

iFly♥

.{CrookedWings}.